Shabbat Shalom!
“You Who Walk With Yahuwah and Yahushua – Is Questioning Abba Yahuwah Sin? Is #185.0 under the Mikvah of the Heart of Elohim.”
This morning, Abba gave me this in my spirit as I talked to Him and brought my questions and my concerns to Him. Not that I doubt Him, but I doubt my own ability to continue on at times, especially as things get more evil, oppressive, and dangerous in every way. He understands and wants to answer our questions.
I’m sure most of you are at that stage in time when you’d like to know if your doubts about yourself, or even Elohim’s motives for what He does or doesn’t do, and your questions about the future. You’d like answers. Yet, you wonder if questioning Abba is sin, or does He understand our not understanding. This is where your view of Him comes into play. Is He a Father who treats us like a little child, or is He is He an ambiguous unknowable “GOD?” Or, is He an old guy who is getting senile and wants to give us all of our wants to make us happy, as some Christian doctrines allude to? Has He changed personalities since the Torah?
What type of Father is He? He’s very personal, I know that! I also have come to know His nature, ways, thinking, and hopes for us.
This may be the most important article I’ve written to born-again believers who really do want to know Him and know His Son PERSONALLY.
In it I give you an example of Yahushua’s questioning of His Father in the Garden, His doubts and fears. What about Abraham’s doubts, His questions, Jacob’s questions … did Yahuwah blow them away with disgust and sarcasm? No … so how does He look at our weaknesses in faith, our questions, our needing answers? I hope this answers your questions.
I’ve really gotten to know Him, know His heart, during my last nearly a year of 4 surgeries, 2 serious falls breaking 4 bones in the left leg, emergency room, operations, and the slow and painful recovery for each. He sure has taught me a lot about Himself. No surprises, just finally getting full answers.
Thank you for your prayers for my healing. Healing has been amazing. Doctors amazed! However, my life-time problem with super flexible bones and joints, pinched nerves in my back and hips has continually caused lots of pain, slowing down my 4th recovery. I sure have had a lot of therapy – really good therapists – to help me. I appreciate them very much! I still must battle my life-time affliction that began its damage at age 11. However, my spirit is stronger than ever before. So, I thank Him; I praise Him. I am filled with amazing peace and joy.
Learn how He thinks of our sincere doubts and questions – as we talk to Him as a real, personal Father. Amazing how He answers our questions. He began talking to me with His answers this morning. It is now 4:45 PM. But, I understand. I hope you do too.
In His love, Shabbat Shalom, Yedidah
March 1, 2024
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